is this.. the end? :(

there are a lot of things going on lately, and my emotions haven't been stable either till now. okay, maybe i did mistakes, okay, maybe i was wrong, but i don't think that you were wrong at all. it was me. (it's so hard to admit it, but okay. i don't want you to be more miserable because of me) so PLEASE don't blame yourself for all of this. :( i was so wrong and i was out of my limit back then. i'm sorry. and i won't forget that day when i told all of the truths to you, maybe you laughed at it. maybe you thought it was all joke. and maybe i let out too many tears that day, but, i just wanna say, it was all real. so don't think it was all lie. and i wanna ask you something. if you're laughing and i'm crying that day, is this.. the end of us? will we never be the same again? will we never be together? even just friends? you know what, this questions keep haunting me.